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Wednesday, 23 June 2010

pretty hate machine

I weighed myself on Tuesday morning as 117.6. That was fine. I ate less than 1500 calories that day - not my strongest but not my weakest at least. Today I have been pretty darn amazing - about 900 calories max. I know this isn't the 400 I was on this time last year but it is a good step after so many false starts. My stomach feels concave and I'm starting to remember why I like this feeling. If I brave the scales tomorrow I hope to god I'm 115. I need to be the size I should be. I need to be fragile and beautiful again.
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6 comments:

  1. Anonymous23 June 2010 at 21:36

    Well done!!!
    xxx

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  2. Anonymous23 June 2010 at 22:19

    good job! you'll get there.

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  3. Lockeven23 June 2010 at 23:27

    fellow Nails fan?

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  4. +++ana banana+++24 June 2010 at 18:30

    Thank yoooous! And yes, I *love* NIN. Was heartbroken when they decided to stop touring and making music/Trent married someone else ha. Ironically enough I way prefer Trent now that he's beefier.

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  5. Lockeven26 June 2010 at 16:56

    I've seen NIN three times in concert. Love, love, love Mr. Michael Trent Reznor. Lol. Speaking of which, have you heard his latest project? It's called How to Destroy Angels. Chick singer, but he does all the music. They have a website and you can download the music for free.

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  6. +++ana banana+++28 June 2010 at 20:52

    Will definitely check them out, thanks. Hopefully it's not his new wife singing - I'm still bitter ha.

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