So I went on some medication which has made me put on 20 friggin lbs. i've been trying to lose it but nothing seems to work. The bastards have slowed my metabolism down and I can't come off the meds until mid-July. That's practically half of the bikini season over!! I've been eating practically nothing (but at regular intervals) and exercising every day for weeks. No change, apart from half an inch on my thighs. I'm getting desperate.

Has anyone tried... whisperwhisper... diet pills? Do any of them work? I've tried the natural ones but I'm convinced that they're all placebo. I've never had a belly before. It's friggin awful.

Hi guys, I was wondering if you could offer some tips. Does anyone have any tried and tested methods of working out on little food? Does drinking glucose powder help? I'm working out 5 times a week but having to eat more to stay focussed on school and everything else so have actually put weight on grr. How do you guys do it? If I don't eat and then do an hour of cardio I feel like I'm going to faint!

baby, you're a firework

Happy 2011!!

I have had an amazing year. My resolutions are:

- to get to a stable weight and be happy with it (I genuinely believe this is possible not just for me but for all of us)
- become better with money (ie come to the ideology that spending £600 on a bag instead of rent is not appropriate)
- lovelovelove
- continue on the path I am now.

Hope you all had lovely nights and are ready for the new year!
xoxox